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| Well, tonight is one of those long, boring, lonely nights. Of course, you probably could have figured that out on your own since I'm actually updating. But whatever the case, I'm going to cheer myself up by thinking about this upcoming summer. So here's what happens: sophomore year ends, we all go to the graduation ceremony and partake in activities afterwards, then we've got the six flags escapade, not to mention end of school year parties. Once all of that has taken place, I've actually got some time to enjoy myself. This is where I get to read the books I actually want to read and learn the things I actually want to learn. I've got so many fun and interesting educational books sitting around and collecting dust that I can't read right now because I've got so many other books to read for school. Of course, don't even get me started on summer reading. Four big books is ridiculous and cold hearted; ESPECIALLY, when all I want to do is read about things I will possibily major in, and drown myself in self-help books, while studying for the PSAT, SAT, and ACT, things that ACTUALLY matter and will, for sure, benefit me down the road. But no, I have to read Les Miserables this summer. Now think about the books I want to read and think about Les Miz ...which do you think will benefit me more? "I don't know man, that's a toughie." So yeah, moving along, I get to start taking better care of myself. I'll actually have time to go to the gym and go running in the mornings and/or evenings. I'll be able to eat six meals a day, boosting my metabolism, something not allowable with a school schedual. I'll also get more sleep since I won't be working nonstop from 6am to 11pm with everything I've got to do for school and around my house and the occasional hour at the barn. My social life will exist because I'll be able to hang out with my friends more than once every other week; and my family's going to enjoy seeing me outside of meal time. I'll get to ride more, which is reason enough to love the summer. Essentially, my life won't be loaded with depressing things [including too much homework and stress from that, overdemanding, insensitive, sarcastic teachers, and depression from mon/wed and the overall Coram Deo lifestyle] and I'll be alot happier while taking part in things that will actually benefit my present status and my future. It's going to be nice to enjoy life for once =] | | |
| The past few days have felt very unorganized; when in reality, they were alot more organized than those of half the population. Ok, maybe not half, but a majority. So yeah, I've been up at the hospital alot, fortunately Stu is home now. Much thanks to those who have kept him in their prayers. On a more evil note, I had to go back to school today. It was really depressing, alot more than usual actually, but that's probably due to the stress I've been under the past few days. Plus, I was dreading going to work this evening. First day back on the job and I was already dreading it days beforehand; but in all seriousness, it wasn't bad, it was actually slightly enjoyable. It made me feel better that's for sure. I guess getting out of the house helps raise the spirits and like I've said before: productivity= happiness. How exciting. I'm going to quit typipng now. Have a great day, week, month, year, psh whatever just have a great life. Goodbye =] | | |
| Please pray for Stu, he's in the hospital with Pneumonia. | | |
| OK, it is definately time for an update. Between now and the last time I updated several things have taken place. For example, I rode Maria last Wednesday and I'm riding her again tomorrow morning. It's very exciting. I'm so glad that I finally get to work with her on her back after eight months of simply handling her. In addition to this, I've started hanging out with Nancy again. Last week I hung out with her 5 times to be exact. I spent the night at her house with Ethan a weekend or two ago. In the morning we "kidnapped" Stu and went to iHop, except there was a 45 minute wait so we went to Red Hot and Blue instead. Why to switch cravings dramatically, huh? I've also been going to almost all of the basketball games thanks to the graciousness of Mrs. Hicks, Mrs. Bledsoe [once], and my mom last night. Oh dude, I drove by my old house in Bedford yesterday evening, it was crazy driving around on my old "stomping grounds," if you will, but yeah, it was a pretty bittersweet experience. On an even more solemn note, Christmas is around the corner and for the first time in my life I'm not going to my grandparents ...er, grandma's, house in Wisconsin. Of course, it would have been a downer to go but at the same time it's still unfortunate to stay here. Oh well, there's next year, right? It's kind of hard to believe another year has gone by, I'm not sure if I'm excited about 2006 or not. Actually, I am pretty physced since I will finally get my license and be through with sophomore year and maybe go back to Tues/Thurs although that doesn't matter that much to me anymore though. Herm, this is getting quite large, I do believe I'm going to stop typing now. I'll probably update within the next month or so. Goodbye =] | | |
| Yay, Christmas break is coming. I'm beginning to think I actually enjoy the Christmas holiday, which is strange cause I normally don't take great pleasure in holidays. Kind of boring of me, eh? But yeah. I'm really hoping it stays cold outside. I love this weather. I don't mind being cold and I can't wait to breathe in some cool Wisconsin air. oh and we're getting a real Christmas tree this year, how exciting =] So yeah, what to type, what to type. I go so long without an update and then I don't have much to say. Uhm a week or two ago I went to Ethan's house with Ryan, that was happy. we touched up on "Gill the Addict" by adding Ethan on the drums and me on the mic. It was beautiful, especially when the 3 minute crazy solo came in. I definately enjoyed death metal screaming. Of course, you're all thinking "girls just can't do the whole death metal scream" but I thought it sounded pretty good ;] annnyway, I'm on a new schedule. I wake up at about 630 in the mornings and it's great. I get so much done. The only problem is getting to bed at a decent hour. It's pretty hard to do. But yeah, I should actually think about getting ready for bed [ghey, I know] So here you have it, an update. Enjoy, comment, and expect another in a week or two. | | |
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